Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Another warm and sunny day

So, today was the last day of my January rotation, so after taking our exam we were allowed to go home. On my way home I stopped by the Hobby Lobby to pick up some fabrics for projects otherwise put off or suspended. Some brown canvas to finish the door and window jams, and some brightly colored orange and green duck cloth fabrics to match my kitchen for a much needed plastic bag holder. I worked on the plastic bag holder first, and designed it like my sister had told me she had done hers.  It's not perfect, there's definitely some fudging around there, but I think it turned out rather well. I have a lot of extra fabric left though...I never really know how much to get, so I had gotten about five yards of different fabrics for these two projects. Maybe I'll make an apron like the one my sister made me... :)



In any case, I have been thinking today, I submitted a police report the other day about the rude person at my door Friday, but I am still rather freaked out. Three times the doorbell has rung today, and only once did I actually open the door, for the mail man's package. That was the third bell ring, the first two were strange. I think I'm getting rather worked up about it all, but now that I am officially paranoid, random people coming by my house and ringing the doorbell is not helping. The first bell ring was two middle aged women with tuperware in their hands, hair in bun with clothing that reminisced the clothes the nuns used to wear at my high school. They had come out of a silver Prius, and after I saw them, and they unfortunately saw me, I just walked back up my stairs to the guest bedroom where I had been working on my projects. They didn't ring again, and they got in the back seats of their car. There were two other women, not like them it appeared driving them around. They didn't go to anyone else's house, just turned around in my neighbor's driveway and drove off. About an hour later, the second bell ringer came. It was a young guy, heavy set, light brown hair, brisley facial hair with a navy blue sweatshirt on that said some school's name on it. I didn't get a chance to read it, because as soon as I saw him, I thought for sure someone was casing my house for a home invasion. He only rang the bell once, I called the police. By the time they picked up they guy was walking away and they told me to call back if someone was actually trying to break in...they didn't even take down my name.

Now, who was this rude person Friday, and what happened? Well, it was seven o'clock in the evening, dark out since it's January, and the doorbell rang. I thought it weird, and my dogs were barking like the crazy munchkins that they are, and I walked out into the hallway from our family room. We have leaded glass on our front door, so he saw me, and since my outdoor lights were on, I saw him clearly. He was no one I new, no neighbor that I could recognize, and I saw no car at the end of the brick path up to our house. He was dark skinned with clean cut black curly hair, clean shaven and hazel eyes wearing a blue argyle sweater and collared shirt over blue jeans.He was over six feet tall, and lean with a wallet in hand. I peaked through the wreath on my door at him, looking him straight in the eyes and he waved at me as if I couldn't see him, gesturing for me to answer the door with both rude facial expressions and hand movements. My stomach was in my lap, I turned around and walked back down the hallway, making up my mind not to answer the door. I called Zach, and the dogs shortly stopped barking. When I poked my head back around the corner into the hallway, he was gone. I turned off all the lights downstairs to see if I could see him walking away, maybe to another house, but he was just gone. The next day, Zach and I realized someone had opened the latch to our backyard gate...it doesn't shut of its own accord, and Zach and I always shut it because of Max and Lana always taking advantage of escape routes.

Anyway, so maybe I'm being hyperparanoid, but anyone I've talked to tells me I was right to trust my gut and to never answer the door to someone I don't know, because they'll try all guises to get you to open your door. The latch to the gate is now locked, as are all the doors and windows. And, I'm jumpy. Other people tell us to get a gun, even specifying a shotgun...I guess it has a very distict sound that usually scares people off. Oh, the joys of a poor economy.

Monday, January 23, 2012

January Summers

Lately, the weather has been somewhat menopausal, with warm temperatures, followed quickly with biting ones. For me, a seventy degree day in January is a special sort of blessing that brings me home in such an odd fashion. It felt like summer to me. The wind even smelled the same. There aren't many times of the year where I live now that I can enjoy such days as that, and I'm cherishing every one. The summers are no good here, being so blastedly hot you can't breathe or you may go outside for want of a heat stroke.

Since Christmas, I've fallen out of my morning routine of meditation, which is disappointing and frustrating, but the first step to restarting is acceptance at failure. This month I cannot do morning meditation, I would have to do an afternoon meditation, which I haven't quite figured out yet...and the month is nearly out. I'm having to be downtown  by seven, meaning I must leave by six thirty...there's no way I can make time for a half an hour to an hour (since I'd probably be falling asleep) meditation session before I leave. I tried in vain for two weeks. I just kept sleeping in, but I think I wanted to sleep in, it just seemed so horrible to get up that early. So, I guess I will continue to mull over that one for another week until my next rotation begins. I'm beginning to fear it might be early too, but I can manage morning meditation with eight o'clock arrivals, and my next site is quite a bit closer.

I think I am going to learn how to knit in February by the way. My friend, Trish, asked me to go to some classes with her, so I'm hoping to make that work. I've always wanted to learn how to knit...I learned to do simple crochet work, but never knitting. My sister tried to teach me a long time ago, when I had a lot less patience for not being naturally inclined at doing something, so I don't believe the session lasted much longer than five minutes.

This spring is looking to be a sleepy one, full of routine, which I am hoping to find some solace in. I just need to find that routine and set it right. I may resort to scheduling my daily minutes like I used to do in high school in order to force myself into some sort of peaceable structure--at least for a few days. See what happens.

To more days of summer in January...